October 2011
God please I’m begging you with my heart and soul. Let me wake up back in April 2008. Let me start over life from there. I don’t want to live with these regrets. I want to make everything I’ve had perfect again. Please, even though I know this isn’t going to happen I just wish to relive the past and make it better.
I stand tall but I feel so small.
I talk loud but no one can hear me.
I see all but no one sees me.
I am strong but I am vulnerable.
I’m alive but I feel dead.
You gave me warmth on cold winter days.
You gave me sunshine when it would rain.
You, my sanctuary.
You, my home.
You, the other half of my soul, the best of me.
For me your love is enough.
For me you are enough.
You...
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